Friday, February 22, 2008

while i'm gone..

jace is gonna kill me if she knows i'm awake now, but here are some things to keep you loyal readers entertained while i'm in genting!




You Act Like You Are 22 Years Old



You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel like an adult, and you're optimistic about life.

You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.



You're still figuring out your place in the world and how you want your life to shape up.

The world is full of possibilities, and you can't wait to explore many of them.



i was damn stunned that the result was 22(so accurate!!)!! i expected it to be like 16 or something.. haha.. and i also did a bo liao quiz.. long time nv do these kinda things liao..


starting time:
- 6.01am

Name:
- mich

Sister/s:
- 0

brother/s:
- 1

What are you wearing right now?
- T-shirt n shorts

Where do you live?
- bedok

Favorite Number:
- 07

Favorite Drinks:
- u mean non alcoholic?lolz. iced milo/green tea/ribena

Favorite Months:
- sep/dec

Favorite Breakfast:
- big breakfast!

***********Have You Ever***********

Been on a plane:
- yup

Been in a hot tub:
- yes

Swam in the ocean:
- yrs ago, prob before i turned 6, hated it!

Fallen asleep in school:
- countless times

Broken someone's heart:
- not something i'm proud of.

Fell off your chair:
- yes!!!bottoms up.. they nv let me forget it.

Sat by the phone all night waiting for
someone to call:
- ya, before hps were invented.

Saved e-mails:
- loads

Been cheated on:
- not that i know of.

***********What is************

Your room like:
- pink with lotsa perfumes, cosmetics and skincare and clothes strewn all over the place. haha.

Whats right beside you?
- a fan

What is the last thing you ate?
- grapes

---------------------Ever Had----------

Chicken pox:
- yes

Sore throat:
- always!

Stitches:
- no, thank god.

Broken nose:
- no!

-------------------------Do You--------
-------------

Believe in love at first sight?
- i believe in lust at first sight. hehe.


Like picnics:?
- depends with who. lolz.

--------------------------Who---------------------------

Who was the last person you danced
with?
- hmm.. the whole rush grp on cny at mu?

Who last made you smile?
- cheng yuan zhang! lolz.

Who did you last yell at?
- my mum. =(

----------Final Questions-------------

What are you listening to right now?
- nothing.

What did you do today?
- went to office, then to mama's hse to lo hei, then met the girls n juf at mac cafe.

Hate someone in your family?
- no!! i love my family!

Good singer?
- nope

Diamond or pearl?
- diamonds

Are you the oldest?
- yup

Indoors or outdoors?
- indoors pls!

------------------Today did you----------------------

1. Talk to someone you like?
- define like. hah.

2. Kiss anyone?
- no

3. Get sick?
- flu counted?

5. Talked to an ex:
- no

6. Miss someone:
- yes

7. Eat Dinner:
- of coz!!

----------------Last person who------------------

8. You talked to on the phone?
- dean

-------------Random--------------------

21. Have a crush on someone:
- i tink so?

22. What books are you reading right
now?
- svh senior yr. haha. abit old for that..

23. Best feeling in the world:
- to get really really hungry n den eat OR get really really urgent n finally get to pee!! =P

24. Future kids names?
- damn. that time i thought of it now forgot liaoz. lolz.

25. Do u Sleep with stuffed animals?
- nope

26. What's under your bed?
- another bed

28. Favorite locations:
- switzerland (can say dream location coz i've nv been thr before)

29. Danced a slow dance with someone you didn't even like?
- err. ya.

32. Who do you really hate?
- can't think of a specific one.

35. Ever liked someone you didn't have
a chance with?
- yes! when i was 15..

36. You lonely right now?
- no. (wat kinda prevertic qn is that!)

37. What time is it now?
~ 6.18am

keke.. shall try to slp for like 2 hrs. haha. juz now too bz watching [lost] to check the time. btw i haven't packed finish yet. =X

cya~~

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

prepare tissue!!

speaking of crying, just wanted to share this story that my manager shared with us the other day.

My mom only had one eye. I hated her... she was such an embarrassment. She cooked for students & teachers to support the family. There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to say hello to me. I was so embarrassed. How could she do this to me? I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.

The next day at school one of my classmates said, "EEEE, your mom only has one eye!" I wanted to bury myself. I also wanted my mom to just disappear.
I confronted her that day and said, " If you're only going to make me a laughing stock, why don't you just die?"
My mom did not respond...
I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger. I was oblivious to her feelings.


I wanted out of that house, and have nothing to do with her. So I studied real hard, got a chance to go abroad to study.
Then, I got married. I bought a house of my own. I had kids of my own.
I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts. Then one day, my mother came to visit me.
She hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her grandchildren.
When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and I yelled at her for coming over uninvited.
I screamed at her, “How dare you come to my house and scare my children! GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!”
And to this, my mother quietly answered, “Oh, I'm so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address,” and she disappeared out of sight.


One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house. So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip.
After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity.
My neighbors said that she died. I did not shed a single tear.
They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have.


“My dearest son,
I think of you all the time. I'm sorry that I came to your house and scared your children. I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion.
But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you.
I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up.
You see when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye.
As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with one eye. So I gave you mine.
I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye.
With all my love to you,
Your mother.”


SAD RIGHT?!!! i almost cried in the meeting room lor. anyway, the two shows from my last post plus this story all have the same moral behind it which is always cherish the people who u love/ love u before its too late. i really really need to spend more time with my parents.. been neglecting them wayyy too much..

PS i love you

to those who plan to watch the show, bring countless packs of tissues with you.

to those who don't plan to watch the show, go watch it!! and bring countless packs of tissues with you.

it's been a long long time since i cried so badly in the cinema. went to watch with jace and both of us started sobbing our heads off 5 mins into the show. lolz.

n i just cried while watching the newest episode of [DH], so touching la!! think i'm mad la, keep crying about insignificant things.

but sometimes it just feels so good to cry, its like detoxification for the soul.. or something. i think most girls should know what i mean la.

anyway, will be going genting(again!) on fri with ben, gary and ben's friend, ann. hopefully jace comes along too if not i'll be so scared at night! =x jace, u must come to protect me k!!

haha, so guess i'll blog more after i get back on sunday!

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

things i've been up to

ok this is gonna be fast coz i really need to slp soon.

1. being irene's bridesmaid/'sister'
shall elaborate more on that next time.


2. clubbing with one night of pure techno!!!
shall elaborate more on that next time.

3. going visiting.
dun tink i need to elaborate on this.

4. MAKING MY FIRST EVER 13 YAO!!!!!!
yes!! the 13 wonders that is so talked about!!! i finally did it!! went to my manager's house to gamble today and i played all sorts of games i nv played before (shall elaborate more on that next time) n den played mj and i made 13 yao!!! i had like 8 of the cards already and den just kept taking!!! den i zi mo-ed 9 bamboo!!!! my hands were like trembling can?!!?! won $150 that round. hehe. hopefully what they say about 13 yao being suay is crap. so far alot of ppl i know have done it n only one told me her fren broke his leg after doing it. aniwae i dun believe i'll be suay when God is on my side!! muahahaha..

nice.

Wednesday, February 06, 2008

super nice song

挑一張耶誕卡寫上滿滿祝福的話
tiao yi zhang ye dan ka xie shang man man zhu fu de hua
Picked a birthday card and filled it with many blessful sayings

地址寫的是心底
di zhi xie de shi xin di
The address is written on the heart

你能不能收到它
ni neng bu neng shou dao ta
are you able to recieve it?

天有點冷
tian you dian leng
The weather is a bit cold

風有點大
feng you dian da
The wind is a bit windy

城市寧靜而喧嘩
cheng shi ning jing er xuan hua
The city is peaceful yet noisy

這一個冬天我得一個人走回家
zhe yi ge dong tian wo dei yi ge ren zou hui jia
This winter I must go home alone

問自己習慣了嗎
wen zi ji xi guan le ma
(I) ask myself if I am use to it yet

沒有你每到夜裏回聲變得好大
mei you ni mei dao ye li hui sheng bian de hao
Without you, every night the echos becomes very loud

有沒有什麼好方法
you mei you shen me hao fang fa
Is there a good method

讓寂寞更聽話
rang ji mo gen ting hua
to make the loneliness be good?

你最近還好嗎
ni zui jin hai hao ma
How you've been lately?

是不是也在思念裏掙扎
shi bu shi ye zai si nian li zhen zha
Are you still struggling in the longings?

你說會記得我還記得嗎
ni shuo hui ji de wo hai ji de ma
You've said you'll remember me, do you still remember?


你最近還好嗎
ni zui jin hai hao ma
How you've been lately?

忙碌嗎累嗎心還會痛嗎
mang lu ma lei ma xin hai hui tong ma
Are you busy, tired, does your heart still hurt?

如果真不得已忘了我
ru guo zhen bu de yi wang le wo
If you really had to forget me

快向快樂出發
kuai xiang kuai le chu fa
hurry up and head towards happiness


有再多的牽挂都已沒有權利表達
you zai duo fe qian gua duo yi mie you tren li biao da
Even if we held hands, (I) still wouldn't have the strength to express (my feelings)

舊情人給的問候比陌生人還尷尬
jiu qing ren gei de wen hou bi mo shen ren hai gan ga
An ex's greeting is more awkward then a stranger's

昨天遠了
zou tian yuan le
Yesterday was far

明天還長
ming tian hai chang
Tomorrow is still long

回憶模糊但巨大
hui yi mu hu dan ju da
The memories are vague but huge

這樣的深夜眼淚要怎樣不流下
zhe yang de shen ye yan lei yao zen yang bu liu xia
How to stop the late night tears from falling?

問自己習慣了嗎
wen zi ji xi guan le ma
(I) ask myself if I am used to it yet

沒有你每到夜裏回聲變得好大
mei you ni mei dao ye li hui sheng bian de hao
Without you, every night the echos becomes very loud

有沒有什麼好方法
you mei you shen me hao fang fa
Is there a good method

讓寂寞更聽話
rang ji mo gen ting hua
to make the loneliness be good?



Tuesday, February 05, 2008

stagnant.

That's what my blog, and also my life, has been lately. And both is probably 'coz I'm so freaking good at procrastinating! I always put off what I should be doing, so I decided to try working harder this year and to do things which actually matter.

I haven't smoked for 11 days!!! Yup, ever since the start of 2008!! So proud of myself, but have a feeling I'm gonna cave in sooner or later, what with all these smoking friends around me.. Ok, proper updates!!

Youth In the Spirit Seminar(061207-091207)

Angele encouraged me to join and even though I've been to many church retreats, I must say that this was the best one so far. Probably 'coz I was 16 and below during the past few camps and didn't really understand much. I guess it's time to make more space for God in my life now.


Our group name/flag

And they had this giant bonfire on the first night, it was so cool!!!!! I think it was the first time I was at a campfire and they asked some Scouts to come help light it up..


Bangkok!!!(201207-241207)

Our first real trip together!!! Genting doesn't count 'coz we didn't take a plane! We were so psyched about it and I can't believe it's over already. Why does time pass so fast?!! Keke, shall let the pictures do the talking.. Since a picture is a thousand words and I have like a thousand pics!!! So.. You do the maths..


Excitedly waiting for our CATHAY PACIFIC ride to Thailand!


The duty-free fags we bought from Changi Airport

It sucked by the way. By our 3rd stick we decided to just give up and buy Thailand cigarettes instead.






Their airport was SO much nicer than I expected/remembered. Seems more developed now.. But it was kinda empty.. Till we got to the checkpoint.. After that waited around for our bus to pick us up.



There were around 20 people in the bus and 3 hotels to drop them off at.The couple in front of us were irritatingly noisy but I thought maybe they were just excited or something. However, on our way back to the airport they were still sitting with us (unfortunately) and they were still annoying. We took like one hour plus to reach our 'hotel'. By that time it was only us left in the bus so obviously our hotel wasn't really a popular choice. The bus stopped a five mins walk away from the hotel and when we got out, all of us were super stunned. It was a dark alley and we didn't even know where to walk. Luckily, the bus driver must have sensed our apprehension and showed us the way.

Ok, when I saw the hotel, it was another shocker. It was actually more like a motel or to be exact, inn. It was called Pratunam City Inn and it looked like Hotel 81.. but worse. There were only 6 storeys and the room was kinda small but by the 2nd day we more or less got used to it and were quite contented lah. So we just unpacked our luggage and went to scout the streets for food!! It was dinner by then anyway.



Our first meal of the trip!!

No. Not the bear. Nothing beats A&W's root beer float and curly fries!! And it was so cheap! But after that we decided to eat more 'quality' food for the next few meals.

Walked around the night market, shopped for afew hours and bought nearly half of thailand on our first night there. Lolz, are we power or what? Although the place was near our inn, we were shagged from all the haggling and walking and carrying of bags so we decided to take a tuk-tuk back, thinking it'd be cheaper than a cab.
Well, it cost us S$1 each which is EXPENSIVE by Thailand's standards!! First ride and we got cheated! Some more they thought the driver was nice and friendly 'coz he had a dog in the tuk-tuk(they just had to choose that one. So cramped already still have to accomodate a dog. I sat as far as possible from the mangy creature.) and he talked to us alot but turned out he was just pervertic!!! If you look at the pics below, he was so totally groping poor ShiWan who was the first to take the pic. Angele and Jas used the stinky dog to create a distance between them and since I wasn't excited about the idea of holding a dog, I just tried to stand as far as possible.

the dog

crampy ride (check out the shopping!)




After that horrible experience, we went back to bath and then chilled in our room. First tried to play mini mahjong, but realised it's freaking hard to hold mj tiles the size of our nails. So we just took a pic and switched to bridge!!! Jace, don't you wish you were there? Lolz.


2nd day, the shopping begins!!!


Isn't their MacDonald cute?? Anyway, they had banana chocolate pie there and it was nice!! Why Singapore don't have?!!

And why sg no pink cabs also??? Though it would be a bad thing coz then I'd just be more tempted to cab everywhere.


We went to a chinese restaurant for lunch. The food was nice and CHEAP so I was kinda too busy eating to take photos.. Hehe.. I only took one of the first dish and (in my opinion) also the best one!!


Oh-so-yummy fish maw soup!!!

Then we took the mrt just for the sake of trying it out, but surprisingly the mrt there costs more than a cab/tuk-tuk!! Taking the MRT one stop cost 15baht each while taking a cab ride for around 15mins only cost 100 baht!!(which is like S$4.50??!) Probably coz of all the jams.. But I felt so heart pain when I came back to sg and paid $17 for a freaking ride to TOWN!! Damn sad can.. Coz of the peak period 35% surcharge.. Now I really think twice when I wanna take cab. Sad.

So old school right?


Other than the farecard, everything else was around the same as sg's mrt.. More modern than I thought it'd be. Went to the higher end shopping centre, Siam Paragon, which is exactly like our Paragon. The stuff there were like Mango, Zara, Dior, Gucci, etc.. Price also around the same as sg. BUT!! We managed to find a shop having warehouse sale and went mad there!! I spent the most there, bought alot of things including a Billabong bareback top which costs like S$8 and a Billabong white denim skirt which costs only around S$15!!! After that the S$400 I changed was nearly gone so over the days I kept changing money till I realised I spent around S$1k there not including the tour package which costs $320!! Heart pain but it was worth it considering the stuff I bought there.. Though it was mostly office wear 'coz I don't really own much of that.


Siam Paragon

They actually had car showrooms inside the shopping centre!! Awesome.






I guess we went at a good time 'coz all the Christmas decorations were up. By the way, if you look at the above pic carefully you'll realise the part where the yellow light is shining is actually a picture of a guy. That's their king. And seriously, I tell you, they are super patriotic!! Earlier on in the day we went to watch [National Treasure 2] (which was not bad), and before the movie started everyone in the cinema had to stand up and listen to what was probably their national anthem while watching pictures of the king flash on the screen!! LOLZ. If we had to do that in sg I'll probably just go late for all the shows. Not that I don't already. =x

Cute 'lil cafe


Thai post box


Girls with shopping bags are always happy!


We saw this poor lil elephant being dragged around by some evil Thai guys. They were selling bananas to passerbys to feed the elephant. We saw the poor baby crying as we walked past.. I dunno why, but it just seems more sad to see animals cry rather than humans. Anyway, I kept thinking of the bottoms peeps 'coz they keep calling me elephant and there are elephants EVERYWHERE in Thailand!!

After we were done shopping we went back to our hotel room.. And when the 4 of us are overseas together.. We definitely must go clubbing!!! Jas and Shiwan checked out all the places even before we went so we decided to go to Bed Supper Club.


Zhi lian-ing in our hotel room after getting ready.

So, we took a cab there and all the way the cab driver was blah-ing about nicer and cheaper places. I actually almost fell for it 'coz I didn't wanna spend too much money on clubbing but luckily SW was experienced and told us not to listen to the cabbies. Anyway, no regrets. Coz the place was nicer than Zouk!!

Outside is like a giant colourful container.


We opened a bottle of Chivas at around S$30 each so it was reasonable lah. At least we has a table, although we shared it with an ang moh and a negro. They were quite friendly and took photos for us. Lolz.





In the trance room.

I didn't take the couple kiss on purpose!! I was actually trying to take a pic of the dancer behind them.



We actually also went clubbing on that day to coincide with Angele's birthday and since it was her birthday, the other 3 of us weren't gonna let her go home sober!! We made her 'da' 22 secs of Chivas. Muahahaha..

Cheers to Angele!
Can smoke inside!!


The toilet


Yes, I know I'm red. Got good blood circulation.

We finished the drinks like in half an hour and the guy beside us was quite impressed. Lolz. After finishing our drinks we went to the R&B room which was much more fun! But seriously, I think we were like the most happening people there. The Thai people just sit or stand around and don't really dance and the ang mohs were not bad but I still think we were better! Haha. We even climbed onto the platform to dance.. Unfortunately, most of the clubbing photos are with Angele and she hasn't sent me the pix yet so ya..

Easier to dance?




After that we all went back, half-drunk(Jas and me) and totally drunk(Angele and SW), in a TUK TUK. Lolz. It would have been cool if we all started puking onto the roads. Or not.

3rd day, to Chatuchak for more shopping!!

Unfortunately, when we reached there it was so hot and crowded that SW fell sick and started puking. So we just walked around like 3 shops and then ate and went back to the hotel.

The little store we ate at.


Back at the hotel, we rested a while, looked at the many stuff we bought at those 3 shops and then went nearby for a massage. It cost like S$5 but it wasn't as good as the one I did in Batam where you could hear all your bones crack. Lolz.

Then we went back to Siam Paragon coz I wanted to check out the sale again. Had a super filling dinner at Sizzler's for like S$10. CHEAP!





While walking, we came across the pet section where there is seriously more than anything a pet ever needs.

It's madness. But kinda made me wish I owned a pet. Better yet, made me wish I were a pet! With the right owner, you can be treated like a king!! Preferably the owner being someone not like me.

After that, we rushed back to the hotel before midnight to give Angele her birthday surprise.




Ice cream and (cheap) beer!

The best part is, we had been looking up and down for the beer opener coz the hotel staff(who were all super friendly) told us it was in the toilet. None of us could find it.

It was right in front of our eyes all along!! Like seriously. We are blind. Chatted for abit then went to bed.

4th day, the REAL shopping begins!!

This was the day we spent the most money. This was also the day I spent 7 hours non-stop shopping, only stopping to eat! Having experienced the heat the day before, we went to 7-11 to prepare ourself with 1l bottles of mineral water. I think it's amazing that 7-11 is everywhere around the world!




That dog is always in front guarding the 7-11 that is nearby our hotel.

Coz we were so busy shopping, I didn't take any photos other than..






Our food!! Yummy!! Makes me hungry looking at it again..

Our 'waiter'


I know he just looks like some bangla here, but he is really adorable!! He is like gay personified!! Lolz. He was super bouncy and helpful lah.



These are courtesy of Jas, Angele and SW. One hour of my life wasted ooh-ing and ahh-ing over these pets. I don't hate them, I'm just.. immune to their cuteness. I mean, cute is cute. The first few that I saw I was kinda interested and all, but for goodness' sake down the stretch there were so many and all of them looked alike!!! They really just stopped at every single cage to look at the animals and *shudder* touch them. I have to make it clear that I didn't touch a single of those dirty creatures. By the way, they are for sale. Yes, they sell almost anything in Chatuchak, including snakes, squirrels, used shoes and other stuff I can't remember.





A treat for you crazy people who adore pets.





A cosy cafe in Chatuchak.



Jas and me are officially the undisputed shopping queens!! Around 4 plus, Angele and SW were too tired and sat down somewhere to rest but Jas and me continued till it closed at 6 plus!!

Our one days worth of shopping.



Went back to the hotel to change and rest before going for dinner at a roadside stall. They had a special menu specially for Singaporeans! We were debating whether the prices inside were different too.



Angele kept taking candid shots of us the whole trip, so it's only fair we get one of her.



Mango stall next to the place we were eating dinner.

After that went for more shopping till the very last stall closed then we realised forgot to do our nails!!! Sad. Went back and chilled out since it was our last day.






2 sets of roomies.


Check out the things she bought! And by the way, she's the one who spent the least. I'm the winner with a grand total of S$1k plus with Jas following closely behind with S$900 plus. I'm so broke now! Lucky I listened to them and asked my mum to bring a luggage bag for me instead of the 2 duffel bags I carried to airport.
And thats finally the end of my Thailand post!! On the day that I started this post (110108), I started smoking again. =( I will be more successful in quitting next time!!