Everything's Gonna Be Alright

Ok, no more emo shit. At least not on this blog.

When I pray, I know everything's gonna be okay. We just need a little more faith and patience. I know it's easier said than done, but isn't that what faith is about? Believing even when it seems impossible. You know nothing is impossible to Him.

I'm gonna be patient and be happy. Because everything will be alright, in His time.

The Sun Will Come Out, Tomorrow.

It's raining again.

I wanted to list down everything I miss about you but I decided to do that in the other blog, the one where I write to you everyday, the one which only you will be able to see one day. 

I'm starting to feel a little distant and I'm scared. I wonder if you still think about me. I wonder if you still think about us. Because I do. All the time.

I'm starting to doubt myself. Am I doing the right thing? For me, for you and for us? (This just reminded me of the Michael Jackson references you used to make.) Sigh.

I'm so angry with myself for being emotional but it's just one of those days. I'll be okay tomorrow. Tomorrow will be a better day.

下雨天

下雨天了怎么办 我好想你
我不敢打给你 我找不到原因
为什么失眠的声音 变得好熟悉
沉默的场景 做你的代替
陪我听雨停

期待让人越来越沉溺
谁和我一样 等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会 寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪 一个人好累

怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴
其实没有我你分不出哪些差别
结局那还能多明显
别说你会难过 别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样 等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会 寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪 一个人好累

Have faith

Just like that, it's been a month already. It's been a month only. I feel as though months have passed and everything still reminds me of you. Not that I don't want to be reminded, but sometimes it's too much to take. Hence, the distractions such as dramas or books. 

I tell myself to stay strong and positive, to have faith and believe, things I used to tell you. I can't even imagine how you must be feeling if I'm already feeling this way. I just wish I could be with you through this and it hurts me coz I know you're hurting. 

Have faith and hold on k? I'm rooting for you. We all are. 

A Note to You

I want you to know that I'm always thinking about you. I still write to you everyday.

Please remember to be kind to yourself. Don't make me worry about you k? The best thing you can do for me right now if you even still want to do anything for me is to take good care of yourself and believe things will get better, because it will.

And remember, you're not alone.