argh.

ok, this is gonna be a totally emo entry. normally i hate people who are overly emo, but right now i hate myself so isn't that just befitting?

sometimes i just feel like there's nobody who can really be there for me.. ok, maybe not be there for me but nobody that can really understand me? argh! this is what i hate about being emo.. it's so hard to express feelings in words sometimes..

basically, i'm just feeling like shit now. and i feel like nobody cares enough. god, this is so emo i feel embarassed just typing it. and i know when u guys are around i probably won't feel this way anymore but right now i do!! i tink coz no one close to me is awake to listen to me whine and bitch now..

ok enough of this. i'm gonna sleep and feel tons better tomorrow. aussie updates soon k! bear with me..