i think i'm falling into a big evil hole of darkness called shebang. it's been such a long time since i cried while drunk and yest the reason was totally stupid! hai. i can't wait to quit before i get sucked in again. i keep telling myself to be more motivated and focused in my day job but everyday i just procrastinate!
i wanna change my life but all i can do is sit behind the computer and bitch. i hate working there but i'm scared i secretly like it. like i've told my friends, my life became more happening again after working at a pub, but i dunno if its more in a good way or bad way. suddenly everything just seems so uncertain. hopefully its just the emo kicking in for awhile.
p.s bintan post up soon!
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