you know how i hate people who are overly emo and self-pitiful, esp whenthe things they are emo over is their own fault? i think i'm becoming like that! the emo part la, not the self-pity part. i dun feel sorry for myself at all, juz alot of frustration and disappointment.
i dun wanna blog much about the issue coz i dun really like blogging about personal stuff but i'm just so annoyed at myself!!!! arghhhh. i need to meet my girls for a bitching/whining session soon!!
okok, i must keep in mind what eric told me; i'm lucky. if not i will forget to be grateful for all the things i have. anyway, in other news.. I'M FINALLY GOING TO STUDY!! there. i said it. so now i can't back out can i? still deciding on which school but most prob kaplan i guess. i feel like i'm making alot of impulsive decisions these few days but i guess this is a good one right?
k la will update soon.. bintan post soon coz mostly voted yes.. haha. good night world.
