So here I am, in the middle of the night on a work day, unable to sleep again. Not sure if its the 3 cups of coffee I had or all the crazy, jumbled thoughts running through my head. So I decided to do something I haven't done for a long long time.. This.
Haven't been blogging as I don't like to write in detail about personal issues and the past few months have been an emotional turmoil for me. Guess the dust has finally kinda settled.. But yet I still have this unsettling feeling that something is not right. I just realized how much of an indecisive person I am; always second-guessing myself and having conflicted emotions.
I feel like I'm suddenly not really the person I was and not someone I'd wanna be. Sigh. I don't wanna lose myself. Anyway, just wanted to do this short rant to connect abit with something I truly love. Write a little and take comfort in it. My thoughts are all messed up, so sorry if the post is incoherent as well.
On a side note, I've been wanting to change my blog skin AND blog more often (I know I've been saying that for ages)! Hopefully I'll get some motivation to do it soon!
