hmm.. actually have been watching soccer these few weeks.. wanted to wait until the whole thing was over to blog over it but.. i have watched THE most interesting match in my whole life. portugal vs holland. super entertaining!!
ok.. first half.. nothing interesting except my poor ronaldo kena injured and he kinda cried 'coz he couldn't play.. broke my heart to see him cry.. haha.. then the second half was like.. woah.. so many yellow cards were given that i lost count.. and then yellow turned to red.. even the goalkeeper wasn't spared!! and then there were a couple of times the players from both sides started getting aggresive, shoving each other and probably spewing vulgarites. TWO referees could barely control them. it was super funny lor. everyone in mac was like laughing and saying the referee should be the one who kena red card. he REALLY gave alot of yellow cards out lor.. its like he give one, i start typing a sms. before i can finish he give out two more!!! i think the portugal coach must've been thinking like," WTF? might as well just give everybody red card and end the game! why not give me one too?!!" damn funny lah their faces.
and that deco guy. fucking cute in a blur way. his face was like huh? how come i bo tai bo ji also kena red card? super cute!! especially towards the end of the game when he was sitting with another guy from holland then started making hand gestures like he didn't even know what was going on.. heard that it's his team mate from barcelona.. probably complaining to each other about the referee.. but i have to say that the portuguese people were really very rough lah. anyhow push here, kick there.. i think they'd be damn good in bed.. lolz.. =P~~
yup. just wanted to share my excitement over the whole game. hee. even though i lost money i was satisfied watching that game!! and i actually read the soccer section in news paper today! going mad already.. lolz.. shall write more about this soccer madness after world cup 2006 ends..
on a totally different note.. i feel really empty. i can't wait for friday!!! clubbing then shopping on sat!! yay.
Monday, June 26, 2006
Saturday, June 24, 2006
why do guys always think with their *beep* ?
Sorry for the lag in blogging. You all really demanding lehz.. But nevermind, I like! Haha.. Been busy getting wasted and sleeping late so no time to blog lahz, but in the midst of getting wasted I actually blogged halfway and I finally finished it up now! So.. Here it is..
Enough is enough already!! Why is it that MOST of the guys i meet all think with their dicks?? Argh.. I mean, I know I said I don't wanna have any more serious relationships for a long, long time but it would be nice if there were actually more decent guys out there lor!!
I went to Phuture last Fri with Jas, Shiwan and Jas' brother and cousins.. And of 'coz Phuture being Phuture, had its normal share of guys who would just stand behind us and dance.. Which I normally think is quite weird, especially if we act like they're not there but they still dance around us which actually just makes them look like idiots. Poor Shiwan kena 'harassed' twice. Then, this cute guy caught my eye and he actually started doing the dance behind me thing.. Lolz.. And Jasmine, who always can't wait to push her single friends off to dance with some guy, asked me to turn around and dance with him and I said I didn't want to 'coz anyway I usually don't. But then.. the DJ played Stick Wit U and I just felt so melancholic and Jasmine started dancing with Shiwan so I just turned around and danced with him.. And I have never done that before. Anyway, that's not the point.. We danced abit then went to get a drink and then he asked me to go over to his house!! All I could think was, "WTF??!" and when I said no he said he could book the hotel next to Zouk!!!!! Argh. Of 'coz I said no lahz. 'Coz I had work the next day. Haha. Joking lahz.. WHAT KINDA PERSON DO YOU THINK I AM??
It's damn sad lor.. Why are the guys nowadays all like that?? I was just thinking about it the other day and I realised its not totally their fault. Ok, maybe like 90% is their fault but what about the other 10%? It's the girls who actually just give in to them and sleep with them and have one night stands and all.. In other words, sluts. It's the whole economics theory thingy. If there's no demand there won't be supply and I'm very sure that if there's no supply demand will eventually stop. Or maybe people would just go Geylang more lahz but some guys just won't go for paid sex. Ok, maybe my whole 'economics' theory is abit off since it has been quite long since I last went to school but something like that lahz..
So, I thought about it somemore and just couldn't figure out why girls would actually sleep around since girls are supposed to be the more emotional and think-with-their-hearts gender right? (Some guys might not agree with this here but I said most not all) Then a few days back it kinda hit me that maybe.. Just maybe... They do it 'coz they need love and attention. And the people who actually go to that extreme maybe just don't know any other way to get love? Anyway this only applies to the girls 'coz only girls are this vulnerable and that's why they always get cheated by guys! And of 'coz there are the girls who really are just sluts.
Anyway, everytime I complain to one or another of my guy friends about the state of guys nowadays, all they can say is I'm not looking in the right places and that guys who club are obviously bad. But I beg to differ. The guys I go clubbing with are one of the nicest bunch, if not the nicest, guys that I actually know lor. But then again, I didn't really know them through clubbing. Then again, some of my friends are in long-term relationships with guys they know from clubs. So it's definitely not about the place. It's just guys nowadays. *sigh*
But I'm saying most of the guys lahz. Not all. I have some really nice guy friends and you know who you all are ya? So don't start getting insulted k? =X
Enough is enough already!! Why is it that MOST of the guys i meet all think with their dicks?? Argh.. I mean, I know I said I don't wanna have any more serious relationships for a long, long time but it would be nice if there were actually more decent guys out there lor!!
I went to Phuture last Fri with Jas, Shiwan and Jas' brother and cousins.. And of 'coz Phuture being Phuture, had its normal share of guys who would just stand behind us and dance.. Which I normally think is quite weird, especially if we act like they're not there but they still dance around us which actually just makes them look like idiots. Poor Shiwan kena 'harassed' twice. Then, this cute guy caught my eye and he actually started doing the dance behind me thing.. Lolz.. And Jasmine, who always can't wait to push her single friends off to dance with some guy, asked me to turn around and dance with him and I said I didn't want to 'coz anyway I usually don't. But then.. the DJ played Stick Wit U and I just felt so melancholic and Jasmine started dancing with Shiwan so I just turned around and danced with him.. And I have never done that before. Anyway, that's not the point.. We danced abit then went to get a drink and then he asked me to go over to his house!! All I could think was, "WTF??!" and when I said no he said he could book the hotel next to Zouk!!!!! Argh. Of 'coz I said no lahz. 'Coz I had work the next day. Haha. Joking lahz.. WHAT KINDA PERSON DO YOU THINK I AM??
It's damn sad lor.. Why are the guys nowadays all like that?? I was just thinking about it the other day and I realised its not totally their fault. Ok, maybe like 90% is their fault but what about the other 10%? It's the girls who actually just give in to them and sleep with them and have one night stands and all.. In other words, sluts. It's the whole economics theory thingy. If there's no demand there won't be supply and I'm very sure that if there's no supply demand will eventually stop. Or maybe people would just go Geylang more lahz but some guys just won't go for paid sex. Ok, maybe my whole 'economics' theory is abit off since it has been quite long since I last went to school but something like that lahz..
So, I thought about it somemore and just couldn't figure out why girls would actually sleep around since girls are supposed to be the more emotional and think-with-their-hearts gender right? (Some guys might not agree with this here but I said most not all) Then a few days back it kinda hit me that maybe.. Just maybe... They do it 'coz they need love and attention. And the people who actually go to that extreme maybe just don't know any other way to get love? Anyway this only applies to the girls 'coz only girls are this vulnerable and that's why they always get cheated by guys! And of 'coz there are the girls who really are just sluts.
Anyway, everytime I complain to one or another of my guy friends about the state of guys nowadays, all they can say is I'm not looking in the right places and that guys who club are obviously bad. But I beg to differ. The guys I go clubbing with are one of the nicest bunch, if not the nicest, guys that I actually know lor. But then again, I didn't really know them through clubbing. Then again, some of my friends are in long-term relationships with guys they know from clubs. So it's definitely not about the place. It's just guys nowadays. *sigh*
But I'm saying most of the guys lahz. Not all. I have some really nice guy friends and you know who you all are ya? So don't start getting insulted k? =X
us at zouk
Thursday, June 15, 2006
go figure
two hearts.
many pieces.
one person sad.
many people happy.
one lonely person.
has lots of friends.
one irritated person.
two people liked.
two new people.
one person distracted.
one night.
many questions.
too much pride.
no answers.
one friend.
or a stranger?
too many memories.
one teardrop.
many pieces.
one person sad.
many people happy.
one lonely person.
has lots of friends.
one irritated person.
two people liked.
two new people.
one person distracted.
one night.
many questions.
too much pride.
no answers.
one friend.
or a stranger?
too many memories.
one teardrop.
Sunday, June 11, 2006
clubbing mania
I've been clubbing so much this week it's as if I've morphed into the person that I was around three years ago!! Last time I used to have so much energy.. Could go clubbing like 3, 4 times a week. And this week..
070606 (Wed)
After work, went back, changed and went down to Rush with Sherlyn. Reached around 2am? Drink drink drink, dance dance dance, smoke smoke smoke.. Then my friend Allan jio us go Momo. Sherlyn damn excited lor 'coz she was like sick of hearing my techno.. Lolz.. Over at Momo the music was nice, almost win Phuture 'coz got more space to dance too.. But I think I still kinda prefer the Phuture crowd no matter how perverted some people there are. Or maybe it's 'coz of the perverted people? Hahaha.. Anyway, then went to eat supper which actually I kept insisting I didn't wanna eat but somehow I ended up finishing a whole plate of nasi lemak!! I know.. I'm a pig.. ^o^
090606 (Fri)
Had so many places to go that almost couldn't decide to go where!! In the end decided to go MoS 'coz I've never been there before!! Yes yes, call me suaku.. Went down with Sherlyn and met up with Irene and her friend, Dexter and Kelvin the idiotic pang seh kia there.. =X Then saw lotsa my ex-colleagues from Onyx and Lash there! But it wasn't that great lor.. I didn't have high expectations of that place anyway. The r&b side kinda small and super squeezy!! If Phuture you feel like in a can of sardines there you'll feel like in a can of mashed tuna!! You get my point lah ah.. After that went Geylang to eat supper with Sherlyn and another colleague of ours who works there part time. See lah, everyday eat supper/breakfast and then sleep. Like that how to lose weight!!! Plus all the alcohol also contains ALOT of calories!!
100606 (Sat)
My off day! Woke up around 5pm.. Supposed to be the 'big day' where I go for confession but somehow didn't make it 'coz I spent over 1 hour picking out clothes to wear for Rush! And the end result also damn lock kok so I dunno what the hell I was thinking. Maybe just my subconsciousness stopping me from going.. Hmm.. Anyway, met Elaine, Jeff, Alvin, His friend and Kenny early to catch the England match but end up DJ Stanley gave wrong info and they were not screening it at Rush. So went over to Robertson Walk where we STOOD for the first half of the match then at half-time went over to a chill out place near Rush for the rest of the game. Think it's a new place.. Called DayBedBar.. Quite nice actually.. For chilling out lahz not for clubbing. I probably won't ever go there again though.. 'Coz if wanna chill can chill at some cafe wat!! Go so expensive place chill for what! Then opened bottle at Rush. Drank alot. Too much. Smoked alot. See the pattern? Think I really have to cut down on clubbing again!!
Actually it just reminds me of how I used to be like. It was fun lor! So much energy and all.. Oh ya, wait a minute, that's 'coz I was YOUNG then.. God, I'm so freaking old.. *sobz sobz*.. so scary lor!! Hmm.. I realised that I've changed quite alot since last time.. And I don't mean just my looks although it obviously did change abit thank God. Ya hor, found my old bus pass.. Let you all see..
070606 (Wed)
After work, went back, changed and went down to Rush with Sherlyn. Reached around 2am? Drink drink drink, dance dance dance, smoke smoke smoke.. Then my friend Allan jio us go Momo. Sherlyn damn excited lor 'coz she was like sick of hearing my techno.. Lolz.. Over at Momo the music was nice, almost win Phuture 'coz got more space to dance too.. But I think I still kinda prefer the Phuture crowd no matter how perverted some people there are. Or maybe it's 'coz of the perverted people? Hahaha.. Anyway, then went to eat supper which actually I kept insisting I didn't wanna eat but somehow I ended up finishing a whole plate of nasi lemak!! I know.. I'm a pig.. ^o^
090606 (Fri)
Had so many places to go that almost couldn't decide to go where!! In the end decided to go MoS 'coz I've never been there before!! Yes yes, call me suaku.. Went down with Sherlyn and met up with Irene and her friend, Dexter and Kelvin the idiotic pang seh kia there.. =X Then saw lotsa my ex-colleagues from Onyx and Lash there! But it wasn't that great lor.. I didn't have high expectations of that place anyway. The r&b side kinda small and super squeezy!! If Phuture you feel like in a can of sardines there you'll feel like in a can of mashed tuna!! You get my point lah ah.. After that went Geylang to eat supper with Sherlyn and another colleague of ours who works there part time. See lah, everyday eat supper/breakfast and then sleep. Like that how to lose weight!!! Plus all the alcohol also contains ALOT of calories!!
100606 (Sat)
My off day! Woke up around 5pm.. Supposed to be the 'big day' where I go for confession but somehow didn't make it 'coz I spent over 1 hour picking out clothes to wear for Rush! And the end result also damn lock kok so I dunno what the hell I was thinking. Maybe just my subconsciousness stopping me from going.. Hmm.. Anyway, met Elaine, Jeff, Alvin, His friend and Kenny early to catch the England match but end up DJ Stanley gave wrong info and they were not screening it at Rush. So went over to Robertson Walk where we STOOD for the first half of the match then at half-time went over to a chill out place near Rush for the rest of the game. Think it's a new place.. Called DayBedBar.. Quite nice actually.. For chilling out lahz not for clubbing. I probably won't ever go there again though.. 'Coz if wanna chill can chill at some cafe wat!! Go so expensive place chill for what! Then opened bottle at Rush. Drank alot. Too much. Smoked alot. See the pattern? Think I really have to cut down on clubbing again!!
Actually it just reminds me of how I used to be like. It was fun lor! So much energy and all.. Oh ya, wait a minute, that's 'coz I was YOUNG then.. God, I'm so freaking old.. *sobz sobz*.. so scary lor!! Hmm.. I realised that I've changed quite alot since last time.. And I don't mean just my looks although it obviously did change abit thank God. Ya hor, found my old bus pass.. Let you all see..
Scary right? =x
Obviously this was when I was wayyy younger then when I first started clubbing but I really think I changed alot since then. Especially my character. I'm doing things that I always thought I wouldn't/couldn't/shouldn't do. Like for example.. When I was really young I told my mum I'd never wear tubes and now they're all over my cupboard! Actually I only remembered 'coz my mum told me about it. Think she was kinda disappointed at that time but by now she's like used to it liaoz! I guess the number one thing I never expected myself to do was get a tattoo done, 'coz I was like kinda scared when old I regret but what the hell since we only live once right?
I actually hate change. I guess it's because it's something that I sometimes can't control and I hate not having control of things!! Fine, so I'm kinda a control freak.. Haiz.. So now I'm fucking irritated that I can't even control my own life!! Ok I guess I'm like out of point already lahz just ignore me.. Think I need to get some sleep. Just now went Parkway with Cammie when I was halfway through this post and went shopping! I am so terrible. Really into retail therapy..
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
the beat of my heart
Yes.. I've finally decided to blog again!! Haha.. No lahz, been really busy these past few days. Go out till morning then sleep and work and go out again and again in a continuous cycle.. And I have no idea why but I just can't sleep!! I'm usually not awake in 10.10am in the morning lor. Maybe it's the date (060606) that's got my heart beating abit too fast..
Lolz.. Went to watch The Omen with my friend Jeff just now. Kinda kena forced to watch lor.. Hehe.. Ever watched a movie about the devil being borne into this world? Yup.. It's just like the rest.. No originality whatsoever!! Can totally predict what would happen.. Only edge this show has got over the rest is its release date!! That totally got me freaked out so when I came back I was like so anxiously waiting for 6.06am.. Really thought the world was gonna end today!!! But luckily another of my friends jio me go eat supper!! Then he brought me to sooo many nice places I never ever went to before.. I so appreciate Singapore now..
And I totally love being single!! It's like you can go anywhere, anytime and with anyone.. No restrictions.. And best of all, in turn, you don't have to worry about anyone or feel jealousy or possessiveness, which I totally hate feeling! Only downside is when I'm trying to sleep and memories haunt me. But it doesn't matter 'coz I'm usually so tired I sleep within 5 mins.. Which is why I feel damn puzzled that I can't sleep now!!!
I tried to sleep from 7am.. Kept thinking of stuff that I wanted to blog about (stupid right?) all the way till 8am then managed to sleep till like 930am!!! Argh. By the time it hit 10am I decided to stop trying and come blog instead.. And my neck is totally aching!!! My pillow sucks. Maybe now that I've blogged my mind can just STOP being so over-active and let me rest!!! Ok, gonna go try sleep again..
P.S. I actually started blogging on the Batam trip already but it will be a long long post and I got lazy after starting abit so i decided to save that and blog about other stuff first, if not by the time i post that maybe the end of the world really come liaoz! Oh shit.. Now I still have to worry about 6.06pm!! =X
..as long as my heart beats i have hope..
Lolz.. Went to watch The Omen with my friend Jeff just now. Kinda kena forced to watch lor.. Hehe.. Ever watched a movie about the devil being borne into this world? Yup.. It's just like the rest.. No originality whatsoever!! Can totally predict what would happen.. Only edge this show has got over the rest is its release date!! That totally got me freaked out so when I came back I was like so anxiously waiting for 6.06am.. Really thought the world was gonna end today!!! But luckily another of my friends jio me go eat supper!! Then he brought me to sooo many nice places I never ever went to before.. I so appreciate Singapore now..
And I totally love being single!! It's like you can go anywhere, anytime and with anyone.. No restrictions.. And best of all, in turn, you don't have to worry about anyone or feel jealousy or possessiveness, which I totally hate feeling! Only downside is when I'm trying to sleep and memories haunt me. But it doesn't matter 'coz I'm usually so tired I sleep within 5 mins.. Which is why I feel damn puzzled that I can't sleep now!!!
I tried to sleep from 7am.. Kept thinking of stuff that I wanted to blog about (stupid right?) all the way till 8am then managed to sleep till like 930am!!! Argh. By the time it hit 10am I decided to stop trying and come blog instead.. And my neck is totally aching!!! My pillow sucks. Maybe now that I've blogged my mind can just STOP being so over-active and let me rest!!! Ok, gonna go try sleep again..
P.S. I actually started blogging on the Batam trip already but it will be a long long post and I got lazy after starting abit so i decided to save that and blog about other stuff first, if not by the time i post that maybe the end of the world really come liaoz! Oh shit.. Now I still have to worry about 6.06pm!! =X
..as long as my heart beats i have hope..
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