time flies so fast its scary

yup. i can't believe it's over. my chalet, my actual birthday, everything that i anticipated.. all in the blink of an eye.

3 years ago.. i just turned 18. now i'm 21. an adult!! omg. it's so scary it's sad. 3 years ago.. rush kinda just opened and now it's gonna close down on sat!! *sobz* 3 years ago.. hmm.

i really hate how fast time passes. it seems like just yesterday i was 18.. and yet. all the memories since then? it feels like a dream.. i wanna slow time down can? if not before i know it i'll be old and wrinkly and regretting the things i did/didn't do. =(

i miss eating strawberry cheesecake ice cream. i'll never enjoy it as much again.

i'm 21. so many things have changed.. i've always said i hated changes. but if they're for the better then why not right?

*crosses fingers*

please please please let me change for the better.

updates and pics on my chalet and stuff soon!!