hey.

i'm leaving for thailand in 12 hours!! so excited!! this is the furthest i'm going with the babes. jas, shiwan n angele are going with me.. too bad the rest can't go too.

actually, i did go to thailand with shiwan before but that was a school trip back in 2000? we were roomies and i was sooo scared of ghosts back then the poor girl had to do everything with me and even held my hand when i slept!! lolz. now, i'm not that scared already la, but i tink i might just have to ask jas to accompany me to the toilet now and then. =X

keke, i'm planning not to sleep and complete [heroes] season one. i'm like, sooo hooked! promise i'll be back with a whole whole load of updates k!!

me, updated.

i noe i noe. its been ages since i blogged. i shall not come up with the excuse of saying i was busy yet again but instead tell u guys the truth: i was LAZY! coz i realised that u can make time for anything if its really important enough to u.

its been so long since my birthday passed that i've decided not to blog about it. aniwae, i also haven't gotten the photos yet plus most of u were thr and should noe that basically, i was wasted.

during the time that i didn't blog i tot of sooo much to blog about but now i've forgotten everything! *sigh* the perils of being old.

oh ya. watch [stardust]!!! its super nice!!!!very fairy tale like and made me wanna live in a magical land with ancient looking people wearing victorian clothes!! lolz. where's my prince charming??? oh ya, he's in taiwan filming [iswak2].. hahaha.. =x

really been doing nothing much besides working n catching up with ppl. i seriously tink i'm becoming depressed ever since i joined the insurance line. sianz. really dunno if its the rite thing for me. i seem to b different from the ppl thr. maybe i'm too lazy or maybe they're all super ambitious but i juz can't click with some of them. i wish von was with me den we can encourage each other. c how la ah..

bottoms up has been fun of coz but i'm gonna quit in dec. SAD. but for my future's sake i have to do it. too much drinking n smoking will kill me and the late nights r giving me pimples and making me age like nobodys business. btw, i'm at bottoms now. hah. terrible. to justify myself though, later i'm having an appt at raffles place so here nearer ma. =x

i'll prob still come down when i quit but not as often plus i won't b drinking so much and hopefully oso quit smoking by den, so it won't be as jialat.

y can't i juz b young forever?!!!!! i'm being forced to grow up.

n i miss my bestie who went to america for 2 wks now n has only sms-ed me once so far. that meanie. luckily i still meet the gals if not i'll go CRAZY!

k la, dun like to use laptop. pics up soon. =)

turn back time

i really wish i could.

i hate being old and having to have so much responsibility.
i hate all the complex feelings i feel which i would never feel when i was younger.
i hate not being able to act like a kid without being called childish.

i miss primary school where everything was simple.
i miss secondary school when i could just hang out with the girls without a care in the world.
i miss the times when my parents could just pick up the pieces for me.
i miss the me i used to be.

i wish i didn't have to grow up to realise the world is full of materialistic and superficial people.
i wish i am not one of them.

i blinked.

and suddenly i'm 22 already. i feel so old!! updates on my birthday as soon as i get the pix. those who were there should know it wasn't a pretty sight. hehe.

in view of the events that happened, i guess the time has finally come for me to grow up? as much as i wanna be young forever, i've come to realise my decisions not only affect me but others around me too. sad. time for me to forget things that should've long been forgotten too..

ANYWAY. i just cried coz lynette has cancer!! [DH] is so sad!! i started on season 4 already.. yup, that's what i've been busy with.. besides work and play and work of coz.

be back soon.

addict.

addiction 1 : [jewel in the palace]

started watching it when i was in the temporary house coz there was nothing else to do there. its been 2 months and i FINALLY finished all 70 episodes~!!!! the show is nice la.. at first when all my other friends watched it i thought it was super boring but its damn nice!! i wanna go korea!!~~

addiction 2 : bottoms up

lately been spending alot of time there, like 4-5 days a week? dunno why i like the place so much.. is it the mahjong?? the game machine?? or the friends there?? i guess its a combination of all.. really feel like that place is my 2nd home liaoz.. lolz..

addiction 3 : bu neng shuo de. mi mi

i super love the show, its freaking sweeeeeet! n i can proudly say i've definitely heard this song more than 300 times already. it was on my blog, my ringtone n my msg tone. n that was before bottoms had the mtv. the first day they had it i watched it over 10 times. first time i dian myself n all the other times were other ppl wanna sing wan.. i thought i'd get sian, but i still like it!!! but i tink its juz a matter of time if i continue hearnig it 10 times a day..

addiction 4 : sony vaio PINK laptop!!!!

okok, i know this can't really be considered an addiction but its the most important one!!!! as you all know, my birthday is coming soon.. for those of u who don't know its on 25th sep!!! *ahem* this is the very top item on my wishlist!!! (jace, i know u said u don't wanna consolidate money for gifts anymore but i'm ur bestie rem?? lolz. u noe i got alot of frenz rite? 200 ppl each one $10 can alredi. hah.) but being reasonable, the 2nd item is a pink sony cybershot digicam. if all else fails, i guess cash will do it la. keke, its the thought that counts la!! so i'll accept anything but no boring photo frames pls!! unless u have a gd pic to put inside.. =)

ok, nothing much alredi la. my life has been boring with work. =\

itchy fingers = vandalised faces

Ok i kinda couldn't really sleep so here's the lowdown on jas/sw's birthday party at sentosa!! Pix courtesy of Jas' friendster 'coz I somehow don't have any of the photos.

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Met up with the girls at Vivo at 2pm. Having played mj the whole night before and not having a single bit of sleep, I was super cranky. Smartly enough, Jace decided to pick that exact day to start a fight with me about quitting smoking. That was the start of a tense atmosphere and throughout the whole stay at Sentosa we didn't talk to each other much..

BUT. There's a reason why we're BFF and no matter what happens we'll always sort things out right? Dunno why whenever we go on a big outing of some sort this kinda thing happens.. Genting also like that.. Conclusion? She's too protective over me!! But I love her for that of coz.. (So enough with the tag-ressment already!!)

Anyway, over to the main focus.. We checked into the Sijori Resort but SADLY, the room was smaller than the previous time we came, the lift wasn't working, their bus was not available AND there was no more KTV room!!! To top it off, our room lights couldn't work. Hah. Thankfully, they got us a room which was a lil bit better.. Plus we managed to bargain for a discounted price!! Lolz.

Walked around.. Waited for everyone to assemble.. And first stop.. The LUGE!!! (It's pronounced looooo-ge, so stop with the large and luke and ludge all ah.)

We took the skyride up and I know it looks like nothing, that's what I thought also, but it's FREAKING scary can!!! It's like sitting cable car without any doors la!! I almost hyperventilated and I started making Jas freak out too. Actually in the first place, she was also already kinda scared la.. Only Jace down there happily rocking the chair all..

Finally reached the top and that's where we took the luge back down..

The luge is kinda like a go-kart.. I'm not really sure whats the difference but since they call it luge then luge la ah. Also quite scary. I think I too scared to die la, that's why I drove really slow and was the last to reach back down. =(

After that went to eat, but on the way saw some cute little water fountains and the 5 year olds in us just took over..



Very fun la!! It comes out in squirts and lands very shiok-ly on your feet! I dunno how to explain to you guys the water pattern.. Must go there and experience for yourself k!!

After dinner at Subway, back to the luge where Jas, Aaron, Jace and me sat ONE MORE TIME.. I almost chickened out but didn't wanna waste money. It seems like the more I take the skyride the more immune I get, coz the second time wasn't as scary. Maybe coz it was night so I couldn't see that far below.

Back to the room after that and thats where the craziness started.. Played our standard Zhong Ji Mi Ma game with a bottle of Absolut Vodka Vanilla (which is totally yummy-licious with vanilla coke!!!) with the ruling that who didn't drink (jace, alifya and her bf) had to do a dare. However, someone smartly suggested drawing on each others face so here you go.. The end results..

Hitler's follower

Mamma mia?

Rosy cheeks.

"I haven't plucked my eyebrow for twenty years!"
Hello, kitty
Erm.
Universal language

Make a wild guess.
Our fav past-time!!
Liang Po Po
Prison break
Hah.

Abused.

I think the guys got it much worse. I fell asleep halfway but that didn't stop Jace from touching up on the 'art'. All drawn using liquid eyeliner by the way. Not contented with embarrassing ourselves among ourselves, some smart fella proposed going to CAFE DEL MAR to be humiliated. Luckily by the time we reached there we realised we didn't bring our ICs but by then I think more than a dozen people already saw us and thought we were too early for Halloween.

But overall, I feel really really happy that even though most of us are 22.. We still do these kinda crappy stuff that we did when we were 16!!! Hahaha. Girls, remember Cammie's birthday at Taka with the flour and foam and water balloons??

I miss being young. =\

boo!

i'm back!!! n i'm tired so i shall not bother with my spelling n stuff.. i missed my house so much la!!! correction, i missed my comp so much!!!!! i swear once everything was set up n i saw my beloved wallpaper (which is joe cheng yuan chang's face), i kissed my comp!!!! hah.

anyway, i haven't blogged for like over 20 days n now have sooo much to blog about.. hmmm. actually come to tink of it its only jas/shiwan's bdae. n i can't find the pics. just brilliant.

so. this will have to b a wordy entry. wat have i been busy doing? thats a 'bu neng shuo de. mi mi.' muahahahaha. i love that show la!!! sooooooooo romantic!!!! bth. i hate watching those kinda shows coz it makes me feel lonely!!! n long for my soul mate!! hmph. ok, i noe i'm a contradiction.

ANIWAE. been busy wif work work n work!!! this wk i'm at biotherm mon tue thurs, bottoms up fri sat and gg to the office on wed!! falling super sick la. been drinking too much, sleeping too late, blah blah blah.. the usual unhealthy stuff. now i have a bad flu, my nose won't stop running, and the inside of my throat has several red lumps growing. i know coz i checked. SOBZ.

insurance hasn't been as easy as i tot it'd be but i won't gif up!! coz i'm selling a need not a want!!! hahaha. at least that's what they taught us. i tink it's coz i haven't been disciplined and focused enough. must learn from von la. that girl hardworking sia.

biotherm has been SUCKY. bugis is super boring. n i sick they oso dun let me tk off la. angry. if the girl in charge of that counter wasn't my fren, i wouldn't even bother gg back alredi!

bottoms up has been fun, wat wif all the mj playing after work.. but oso the cause of my sickness!! everyone's telling me to quit but i feel like i'm getting sucked deeper n deeper in!! dunno y oso. lolz.

btw, here's a 'secret' for u. last time whenever i got drunk i'll ALWAYS cry and cry esp at RUSH. but now when i'm high i'll b ultra happy n jumpy n hyper sia. weird. i got nothing to b sad about anymore? hah.

ok la. tired liaoz. jas/sw's bdae and my 'new' hse pics up soon!

no updates for 10 days!!

sobz. my house is upgrading now, so i'll be staying at my parent's friends house during the upgrading period and there's no computer there!!! dunno how i am gonna survive TEN days without internet access.. so ya, this is juz my last entry for u ppl till i get my house back. aniwae u shud b used to me disappearing for long periods of time right? lolz.

on the bright side, the 'new house' is really super nice!!! its a condo with all the normal facilities like swimming pool and gym but the thing i'm really most fascinated with is that.. IT HAS A PRIVATE LIFT!!!!! how cool is that?? the lift only stops at our floor n no other!! so that means no more long waits for the lift.. i wish i could juz move in there permanently.. haha. aniwae its still at bedok so no problem for me.

ok!! i'm at a cybercafe now, gtg alredi.. will be back wif updates on jas bdae, shiwan's bdae.. and the celebrations at sentosa!!!

firefly..

i dunno why but this song just struck something in my heart..

When I said go I never meant away
You ought to know the freaky games we play
could you forgive and learn how to forget
hear me as I'm calling out your name

Firefly come back to me
make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
tell me that your lonely too
firefly come lead me on
follow you into the sun
that's the way it ought to be
firefly come back to me

You and me
we shared a mystery
we were so close
like honey to the bee
And if you tell me how to make you understand
I'm minor in a major kinda way

Firefly come back to me
make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
tell me that your lonely too
firefly come lead me on
follow you into the sun
that's the way it ought to be
firefly come back to me

Fly firefly through the sky
come and play with my desire
don't be long don't ask why
I can't wait another night

i dunno why but. i've been thinking of her..

picturesque

As usual, been sooo busy with working and clubbing!! Which means drinking, smoking, dancing and singing! But in between I managed to squeeze in time to..

Meet my long lost twin!(030707)

This girl has the exactly the same day of birth as me!!

The top pic is at Bottoms Up and the bottom pic is outside Dbl O the following day with another 2 of my friends. I know its still considered working and clubbing BUT before drinking the first day we went to watch a movie k!! But it was a very sucky show. And you know when I say sucky it really sucked. The show was a thai one [13 Death Game] and I was the one who suggested watching it thanks to Irene. Supposed to be like fear factor gone wrong but was just quite lame la.

Anyway, digressing. We agreed that I'm the english speaking version of her and she's the chinese speaking version of me. And the funny thing is, I like ah bengs while she likes english speaking guys. LOLZ. Can we just exchange languages?

Oh ya, her name is Jenn and she's my ex-gf's best friend. We also agreed that guys are bastards and girls are fan jian, but when I told her I wanna be crooked again and asked her to intro bungs to me she don't want! Pui. Her reason being, I must only have one gf then got sweeter memories.. So unfair lor!! Keke..

Celebrate the 7th with my bestie!!(070707)

Long long time ago, Jace and me made a pact that 7th will be a day that we spend together going facials, spa, pigging out.. Basically just pampering ourselves and having fun. But coz of our busy schedules we haven't done that for a long long time. So just happened that I asked her to accompany me to this Stila function and it was the 7th!! Somemore triple 7th, which also happens to be Live Earth Day!!

Her new hairstyle super cute and unique right?? The back half shaved also lor!! Haha. Crazy girl. And I'm really seriously thinking of getting curls!! The one in the pic was done temporarily at the Stila function. I think I'm mad too la. Spent $130 on Stila products which I NEVER used before just to get a nice pink Stila tote!!

Nice?

Luckily, I won some $200 worth of Stila products in the lucky draw there so I don't feel so remorseful over this impulse buy. Hehe.

And to my dear best friend, no matter how many other friends I have, I'll always remember all the ups and downs we went through together and I will never abandon you k!!! So please don't think otherwise.

Celebrate Winnie's birthday with my babes(080707)

Everyone was there again!! Nowadays attendance getting better and better for all our gatherings. It started off normally.. We were just catching up and bitching and crapping and eating and smoking.. Until the cake came..

The birthday girl
Oh-so-sinful, melt in your mouth chocolate cake from rive gauge!!

We gluttons got so crazy about the cake that we had to pose with it..

Yes. It was really that nice.

Then we got bored again and decided to play the Zhong Ji Mi Ma game again. Whoever lost just had do a stupid pose. I know it sounds easy, but everyone at Mac was looking at us lor! Not surprising, judging the amount of noise we made. Familiar ?

Egyptian

Monkey

Er. Plainly what it looks like it is.

Elephant

Lion

Penguin?

Bird

Superman

Jas trying to scratch her armpit

Shiwan touching her butt

Winnie digging her nose

Lifya trying to do a Marilyn Monroe

This looks innocent but is actually RA

Winnie auditioning for Indian show

Who wants to collect me? =X

And of coz the last pose was left for the best. Jace actually didn't wanna play but once she started playing, the worst poses were thought of by HER! But her luck was damn good and she didn't even have to do one forfeit so eventually she just got sabo-ed. (Sorry girl! It wasn't my idea!!)

Pic of the day. The big baby in a baby chair.

Ok, think this post should be long enough to last for awhile, i gotta go work now. =)

i'm crazy

about cheng yuan chang!!! i love love love love love love absolutely super super really chao love him!!!! haha. i'll do anything within my abilities if i can just talk to him!!!! i wanna go taiwan look for him liaoz!!! *sighz* juz watched the finale of [Re Qing Zhong Xia].. he is the love of my life..

ya la i noe i'm super childish. pui. long long longgg update soon.. *sighz* i'm gonna go dream about him liaoz..

..and finally..

updates!! Yup, I finally mustered up enough determination to decide to give a proper entry. Yes, it's sad, my lack of willpower, self-control and determination. I've been smoking stick after stick, eating chocolate after chocolate, drinking beer after beer.. You get the point. I think I REALLY need someone to/who can control me and make me stop all these. And by control, I actually mean bribe me with candies and movies and flowers and the sweetest stuff. *sigh*

Anyway, actually I realised got not much to update.. Been hanging out with all my babes, clubbing, MJ-ing, KTV-ing and most of all before you people think I'm just a bum, WORKING!! Ok, abit on the Malacca trip then..

Malacca Trip (160607)

It was a butt-numbing 3 hour ride there and another 3 hour ride back!! Oh wait wait wait. First let me recount the previous night's incidents. Basically I got pissed drunk and came home at 3am trying to sleep, but kept hearing voices in my head asking me to drink. I now know what crazy people feel like. After puking 3 times I realised it was 6am.. Time for us to get going..

So now imagine how I felt like during that whole journey.. Not to mention, it was SUPER boring!! The shops there are kinda sucky and not very cheap, so I just ate throughout the whole journey. Here are the only pics I took..

Hello Kitty ice cream. The only cool thing there.

The place we ate brekkie. Cheap and good.

Bee museum. *yawnz*

Their popcorn chicken is uber small!! Cute!!

Flintstones restaurant. Enough said.

Me and Joycelyn, my cousin(Yes, thats her link on the right.)

Don't ask me why, only when I came back then i realised 90% of the pics are food. I just have this weird fascination with the food there. Ok, fine, I just have this weird fascination with food. I'm a glutton!!!!!!!! But seriously, Malacca got nothing nice to shop!! And by the way, why do people always say," like bees to honey." when actually bees MAKE honey? Hmm.

Other than that been working hard!! Sat was Ah Hao's birthday and the pub was FULL. Before it was full, Yvonne and I just zhi lian-ed.

From Biotherm..

..to one pub..

..to another!!

And now also on the way to insurance, this girl has been through quite alot with me.. Following my footsteps!! Haha. =X

That's us with Ah Hao, Ah Xiong and 2 other unknown guys.. Presumably Ah Hao's friends/customers. That idiot tried to smear cake on our faces and had us running wild all over circular road!! Bet everyone thought we were mad.

Keke, one last thing!! I've been trying on many many skinny jeans and finally found one not bad one but as it's from TopShop and costs S$116, I just thought T'd seek other people's opinion before impulsively buying..

Nice?? Truth please. Jace not allowed to mention anything though. =P