so sick

yes.. the song(by ne-yo) got one thing right.. i'm so fucking sick of love songs!!!

what else??

i'm sick of being sad..
i'm sick of being pissed..
i'm sick of wishing and hoping..
i'm sick of crying in the bathroom, on my bed, in the cab.. everywhere!!
i'm sick of seeing couples..
i'm sick of feeling helpless..
i'm sick of needing..
i'm sick of wanting..
i'm sick of being contradicting..

argh!!! i really cannot stand it anymore!!! wtf is wrong with me?!!!

i'm so damn sick of myself.